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Oct. 18th, 2009 @ 09:51 pm
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a life without self examination is not worth a life living.
damn right Socrates. damn muthafuckin right!
ive been listening and observing my unconsciousness in my dreams. surprisingly, i know more of myself than i am aware of. damn unconsciousness, you're pretty cool! sorry i wasn't as open to you as before. this encourages the idea that at birth, we contain all the information about ourselves and the world. we just forget it. so what life is (hopefully) is an uncovering of the forgotten. yep. i just hope i can uncover as much as possible before this life is over. but then again, there's the next.
deep down in my heart, i feel if i believe with all my heart that there is a miazaki world with magic, spirits, true faith and true love then that's where my next life will be. and heck yeah i will have a moving castle! |
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Sep. 7th, 2009 @ 12:57 am
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its scary to make decisions sometimes. at the age of 20, i feel withered and spent. |
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Aug. 1st, 2009 @ 03:28 pm
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just because he fucks you doesn't give him a higher right over others
just because you're in "love" with him doesn't mean he can disrespect you
just because you think you've found the "one" does not mean he can disrespect others, especially your friends
just because you have a boyfriend does not mean his priorities go first
and just because he's your lover does not mean you don't need you friends anymore.
i'm tired of this world loosing powerful women to love and boys. great grapes ladies, let's get a grip on ourselves. stop acting like every guy is the last one in the universe and scrounge up some dignity. sheesh. |
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Jul. 3rd, 2009 @ 12:33 am
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something inside is itching me to change the scenery. south dakota? new mexico? idaho? maybe colorado? its exciting to think about. maybe canada too. i'm going to set a deadline for four years. hopefully three. |
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Jun. 26th, 2009 @ 10:37 am
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Jun. 24th, 2009 @ 06:23 pm
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Jun. 22nd, 2009 @ 12:24 pm
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love is a funny thing. with such a great blessing, comes the greatest pain and fear. i remember my teacher telling me about love and her daughter. yes, her daughter was the birth of her daughter was the pinacle of her life but simutaneously, the fear crept in- fear of the death or harm of her daughter. my mom said that she'd never have children again because the paranoia of whether i was safe or not drove her insane. she told me not to have kids. haha
the same goes for any relationship. you find the love of your life, but down the line do you think you could handle it if something happened to your lover? i think breaking up would be the lighter side of things. i think of my grandparents or any other old couple. being with your loved one for the rest of your life only to have them depart from this world before you do. i can't even imagine that feeling. love better be worth it. |
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May. 8th, 2009 @ 11:44 am
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looking back at high school, i've realized i wasn't really living. oh how much time has changed. It took me so long to get here and it has been an exhausting trip. but its worth it. the colors and brighter. the people love more. and the possibility of growth is present. today is a beautiful day and i'm gonna go for a walk after a cheese and tomato sandwich.
if you have some time, check out aht uh mi hed by shuggie otis.
to the many people who've changed me and who i probably won't ever see again in my life, thank you. even though you most likely don't know, you did something for me. something beautiful, something uplifting, something small but incredible. |
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Apr. 7th, 2009 @ 06:18 pm
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where am i going?
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well upside is, if i don't know then i can go anywhere. right? |
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Feb. 25th, 2009 @ 04:53 pm
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goddamn. it's getting hard. |
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